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Good morning to day 8!
yesterday was a crazy day. I was up and working from 7am til around 2am. bachelorette stuff, client stuff, chicken stuff and class stuff. today is even more crazy as my friend Jess and i will be literally racing a train to get to SD before the women (who are on the train with my sister) so we can set up everything. im stressed but also excited. I have a ton of shit to do before i leave at 11. i am still positive, ive had some very deep sadness this week but i have a net to fall back on instead of my old habits. im tired and hungry but i have nothing to cook so i guess m cafe it is. i fucking love m cafe. i find myself right now trying to fill these 10 minutes with "interesting content" but i feel nothing - i feel tired. i feel anxious and i feel super excited to celebrate my sister. My intention this weekend is to make sure she has fun but not at the expense of my AA goals. I had to change all the plans for the Bach party last minute coz one of the women told my sister EVERYTHING i planned- so i changed everything. including or air b n b so now my 'room' is a "lounge chair" conveniently located in the kitchen. ha. ok im off to eat. omg i just remembered i have a secret stash of cinnamon toast crunch. ima eat that.
x B
Thank you for acknowledging what's REAL. But thats what you do anyway and one of the many things I admire about you x
Have an amazing time this weekend!! I love that you acknowledged your feeling the need to write something "interesting" - obviously you know we are here reading (for support) but ultimately if the brain is tired or overstimulated, that is that and it is wonderful that you can acknowledge that and just give it the space it needs - you're doing so great!!!